chew on this.
我 的 名 是 淑 仙 ♥
Today, I felt like calling you to ask about your day and to say “I miss you but I’ll see you at Christmas”. I can’t do that any more in this lifetime, and I wish I could.
When dawn breaks and when night comes, that’s when it’s the hardest. The times I brace myself and try to hold back the immense pain and numbness that comes with realizing you’re really gone.
Denial, when I remember the night I received that call.
Anger, because there was no warning.
Regret, because it had been 6 months since I last saw you and felt your embrace.
Troubled, because you will no longer be beside me.
Hurt, that it had to be you.
Confusion, in knowing that you won’t be there to rejoice with me in times of joy or comfort me in times of sadness.
But even as each hour drains me of my tears, I’m thankful,
that the 21 years of my life was that much brighter with you and that you were my dad.
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